okay.....im obsessed with the artist Mozella. She has the most beautiful, melodic voice ever and her music soothes my soul.
Ive had such a simple day, but sometimes the most simple of days turn out to be the absolute best. I went to my favorite spot in LA to run. I put my big Bose headphones on that drown out all noise around and got lost in the music while i pounded away at the pavement. I love to let the sun kiss my skin and allow the sweat to flow. Its a way of destressing and clearing my head. Life really is so simple if you can just shut out all the unnecessary noise in your head. If you let it get the best of you, you end up insecure, depressed, and sad. You have to switch your whole way of being and find a way to be optimistic in life.
Otherwise whats it worth........ Everything that surrounds you is there by choice. You create the world you live in by choosing your friends, your music, allowing your living space to be zen and flowing or dark and depressing. Your outerworld is a reflection of your inner. Some people really do feel most comfortable in a state of torcher. Allowing yourself to hate the way you look and cut yourself down everytime you look in the mirror. Its easy to take that route but the truth is you only have this life, this body, and this soul. Why not except the beauty in you and in life. "stop and smell the roses". If you open your eyes and allow the world to be beautiful instead of full of destruction you allow yourself the possibility of happiness.
I love to express myself through my differences. I love to feel good and clothes that I love help me feel sexy and hot. Im no Jennifer Lopez or Beyonce but I am so okay with that! haha I like my converse, my skinny jeans, and a million different rocker belts and chains. I dont think i fit into a category and people dont always get what they dont understand but who cares. The only person's judgement that matters is my own. I get so excited when high fashion designers make choices that are outside the box and take risks. Isnt that what lifes all about!!!!
"Dare to be different", thats what I say! Treasure the days you can just sit back and allow your natural beauty to shine through. Dont be such a perfectionist that you cant allow yourself to see the beauty that is within. Its whats most important cause at the end of the day when you lay your head down on your pillow, thats what you have. Screw everyone else.....life is about you. Your perception of yourself. So dont compare yourself to other people out there. Its okay to not feel good in the clothes that every magazine tells you is "IN". Its okay to make decisions for yourself and not worry about what other people will think. That my friend, is when you are able to truly express yourself.
If you dont except you and understand who you are......nobody else will either.
"You are here to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world."
-Woodrow Wilson-