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I've been wanting to write for quite sometime but everything has been so overwhelming. Life can take many twists and turns you wouldn't expect.

When we finished touring with Christina Aguillera in May, I was so excited to be home for the summer. Unfortunately, one of my dogs had fallen very ill. Brandi, had cancer. I was shocked and devastated. She was strong and fought till the end. Watching that was heartbreaking and very difficult.

The past few months have been emotionally heavy for me. During which I lost my grandmother and last sunday when I had to put my dog to sleep.

My grandmother had just turned 92. What an incredible woman. She lived a full healthy life and always had a smile. She loved to sing and dance and make you laugh with jokes. I will never forget the many journeys she braved to survive. She is the reason her children and I in turn can live our dreams today. We all know death is the inevitable circle of life, but it doesn't make the loss any easier. I will miss them dearly, forever and always.....

xo

Carmit

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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  • fly_away fly_away commented | 24 months ago
     
    i'm very sorry...i losr my grandfather a week ago...so i know what you feel...it is heartbreaking...and i still cannot believe it...you got all my support in the world...although we gained angels,you know? ok
    fluffy kisses
     
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  • Gegen nazis Gegen nazis commented | 25 months ago
     
    oh carmit,i'm so sorry for u! it's hard to watch an animal die..i'm terribly sorry! :'(
    you're grandmother really is incredible.greets to everyone of u!
    much of love and hugs to u from a gothic Doll xoxox
     
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  • Carmit-LoveHer Carmit-LoveHer commented | 25 months ago
     
    I'm So Sorry, I Hope You'Ll Be Allright. We All Love You And Just Want You To Be Happy,
    When U Lose A FAmily Member, It's HArd And EveryBody KNows That

    xxx We Love You
     
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  • becky_birchall becky_birchall commented | 26 months ago
     
    Everybody at one stage will go through something like that, as long as you have some one to go through it with you'll be ok, i mean ur grandmother died but ive never seen you with out a smile on ur face,carmit, your so strong , i mean i never got to meet my grandmother because she fell ill and died 7 years before i was born and my grandfather met me once as a baby then he died before i got to know him, then my friend alan died he was onli 60 somethin and then my other grandfather died and then this guy who used to look after me as a baby died but i hadent seen him for years, people die , but people are born and the only thing we can do is celebrate life and live it to the full. Stay strong Foxy from Bex B XOXOXOXO
     
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  • pcdavie pcdavie commented | 26 months ago
     
    yeah ,so know that if u need help ,know that we are all there to keep out your pain and make u be happy

    I love ya...

    ...WE love ya

    bye my love ok ,

    pcdavie
     
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  • Miizzuu Miizzuu commented | 26 months ago
     
    Carmit im so sorry, i know how it feels to loose someone you love,i lost my grandmother 5 days after my birthday so i know. i know that you can get thrue this witth are help and with the other dolls. and it was hard to read i know how hard it is to talk about that.
     
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  • Cutedoll Cutedoll commented | 27 months ago
     
    Hii Carmittyyyy ... Am Sorry to hear about your grandmother and your dog .. But I know you will get throu it becoz you are a wonderful person and you have your other dolls for support .. lotss of hugs and kissess xxx
     
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  • Nicole D. Nicole D. commented | 27 months ago
     
    Hi Carmit, I'm very sorry to hear about your dog and grandmother, it is a very sad post to read. My moms mom and dads mom both died last year 3 weeks apart from eachother, making it very hard to deal with and then early this year lost both my dogs that i grew up with 9 weeks from eachother. I know your pain, truely, and hope you get all the support and love you deserve and heal from such a sorrowful time very soon, hard as it is it will get easier and the memories will always remind you of everything they meant to you and you will always carry them in your spirit. God Bless Carmit Always.

    Nicole D.
     
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  • Cindy Cindy commented | 27 months ago
     
    Death isn't good or bad, it just excist....and that sucks
     
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  • Angel Doll Angel Doll commented | 27 months ago
     
    listen carmit, i know how you feel my dad went into an acoma and died
     
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  • pcdavie pcdavie commented | 27 months ago
     
    my carmit ,I undertand your pain...
    when I've read that ,it as make me be very sad... I've lost my dog also .it was so difficult .I was knowing it since I was a baby because it has been born before me and when she died, it has pain me very much... so much that I cry . 1 year later ,my parents killed my birds... they was 14 ,all killed... !and that for nothing !I was sad ,so sad...and angered!...so angered as I said has my parents that they were only big moron ! I've never excused my parents and I would never excuse them!because of that, the thing which scare me most in the world is death... ...I detest my parents! I've never know why they do that!my animals... they was my only best friends and I lost them... it' horrible the way the life can be! but we are all there to help everibody... and that's make our force !we all understand you ! don't be sad ,life goes on !I'm sure that they think very strong has you of where they are!
    but don't forget them!

    I love you so much my foxy-doll!

    SMACK !BIG KISS! ok

    pcdavie
     
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  • Mellanie Mellanie commented | 27 months ago
     
    I have that feeling too, I almost lost all my family to heart attacks, gun violence, asthma attacks, etc. If it weren't for my mom keeping me in the house all the time then I would have been gone n no one will ever forget the memory of me and the people who died before me.
     
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  • *♥*♥-Lissy AKA carmit-rox122-♥*♥* *♥*♥-Lissy AKA carmit-rox122-♥*♥* commented | 27 months ago
     
    I know how you feel Carmit, I recently lost a pet also. Think of the fun you had with your dog and grandmother. and cry, it helps.

    srry for your losses!!

    Luv always,
    carmit-rox122
     
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  • Chanti Chanti commented | 27 months ago
     
    Don't cry because its over,smile because it happend...
    Iam sorry
     
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  • °o.O [Butterfly] O.o° °o.O [Butterfly] O.o° commented | 27 months ago
     
    Carmit I'm truly sorry about your loss with your grandmother and your dog, but death is the door through to eternal life, and death is inevitable. Also, they're both now in a world where there's no more danger and negativity. Remember, smile through the painful times and they'll pass by easier.
     
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  • purplejane13 purplejane13 commented | 27 months ago
     
    im sorry carmit for your lost, but its time to move on, forget the past and be thankful for the memories and try to live every second worth every happiness
     
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  • Chad Kracher Chad Kracher commented | 27 months ago
     
    sorry about your dog and grandmother too and if you need anything at all or a shoudler to cry I will be there for you my friend ok.
    PCD NOW AND 4EVER TOO.
    cHAD
     
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  • remusrapper remusrapper commented | 27 months ago
     
    im really sorry
    life is like dat...i wish u luck and take care,u'll b ok
     
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  • cateyez1634 cateyez1634 commented | 27 months ago
     
    my condolences. always remember how they lived. without a doubt its hard but with love and support you will get through it.
     
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  • Sweet_comet23 Sweet_comet23 commented | 27 months ago
     
    Hiya! I'm very sorry...depressed You're a very courageous girl. I almost Cryed(no joke).I dont know what I would do if I'd lost my dog and my Grand-mother...Family is important...I almost lost my mother a few years ago....I cryed a lot. But take it this way...Brandi is not suffering anymore. U did what u had 2 do, God will take care of her. I'm supporting you and the fans 2!
    Love Ya -XXX-
     
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